And so it begins, the Third Night, as this is the time of sprouting in the Mayan Calendar. Now the first set of leaves has fallen off and a new set emerges opposite to those first leaves. The leaves represent old energy, old ways of being that no longer serve even though they helped us sprout out of the ground just a short while ago. Oh, creation is moving quickly in this garden of our evolution! What is the feeling right now? I can speak for myself, and others have their own experience that reflects this new energy. In invite sharing of what the Third Day has been, energetically, both personally and collectively. What are you noticing?

For me, I am calling this wave of evolution forward, to ride it and surf it and the accelerated energies, to let the frequencies take me far. I see myself surfing and floating, being carried by the wave on top, effortlessly.

I have been feeling transformation. The last day of the Second Night, I experienced a soul retrieval with a shamanic practitioner which left me with a feeling of wholeness and integration. I wrote about this in a previous blog around May 20th. I then moved from the city to the country, something I do every year. I am coming into balance being in the beauty of nature and away from distractions and urban energy. I have dug and planted a small garden which is my first. Some seedlings are thriving and some are struggling, and somehow I have an attachment to these living things and want them to survive and thrive. I have connected with friends and felt a wonderful loving community here, and many are going through feeling the intensity of the 9th wave as I do, both in healing and euphoric ways as well as in difficult and challenging ways.Some are taking space, more alone time. Some are coming together to create gardens, to share, to be in presence. I sense that this is my present and future village, my people, and I have recently created a timebank which is a bartering network for the community. So far 8 people have joined. It is one of my expressions of how I want the new earth to be.


Healing my own Fear

I had the wonderful opportunity to attend a sound healing workshop which brought me to a place of mending fear places inside me which continues. The healer gave guided instruction on some inner work that was so helpful, and gave me a tool for transformation by leading me to the feeling of the higher self which is what I feel in the moments when I pet my dogs or hold a brand new baby and look into their eyes (anytime I remember feeling really good.) The higher self is simply a frequency of you. I then go to the feeling of a 'self' that is having a hard time recently. I then acknowledge that self, and send her love and the feeling of the higher self, and they merge. It isn't so much a word thing but a feeling thing. This cleans up my energy in that I move to a place where those things that upset me don't do so as much. I have a way to work with my emotions. I am letting go of personal fear, personal patterns from way back. I am seeing my negative emotions more neutrally and as something to pass through, like anger, frustration, fear, worry for example.

A recent reflection in my universe confirmed the importance of what I found myself doing. Inelia Benz, who has a wonderful must-see interview on Youtube, spoke on raising the frequency of the planet and the shift. She assures that yes, we will make it and all is on track for ascension and then goes onto say "How rough and how hard it will be for the majority of people on the planet is still open. It really depends on the collective. It depends on each individual choosing to process their fear. Each person who does it and chooses not to engage in fear adds a little more higher vibration to the planet and in effects it with hundreds of others."  It is very clear that we vote for the kind of world we want to have with our vibration. 

Another thing that has helped this process has been to consciously choose to disconnect from the grid of collective fear.  I wrote a blog about this too. I have enough of my own, thank you very much. I am better about ignoring negative stories. It has raised my frequency overall. It seems that being in a higher frequency, or out of the lower ones has made it possible to now come up with simple solutions to problems I had before, that are so obvious. It is a delight to have what I have wanted fall into my lap with simple ideas that take me far and have so much potential. I also notice having a very short memory in that if I was trying to remember two things, I get lost in the moment with the first thing and forget the second. I find myself standing in the kitchen wondering why I am there, for example. Short term memory is shorter. Speaking is different as well. I use the wrong words but don't notice it and am understood except by those who pretend to not understand and point out that I used the wrong words to say what I meant. I am not as logical and linear and it is okay. Less debate happens, which pleases me immensely. Seeing is different. In yoga class, at the end, where we sit and are about to say Namaste and thank you, I felt as if my whole body was light inside and the light is looking out of me instead of just my eyes looking. I have carried this feeling with me, the feeling of being present and looking from all of me.

To bring these thoughts together, what I have expressed so far, is that I am learning more about what unity consciousness is, or how I see it at this moment. It seems like we are all one, from the oneness; though we have forgotten through our many incarnations in this dense place. Our bodies are instruments for the oneness to express itself. Our bodies are not really us and are even illusory in a way that they are made of particles in space, no different from the space. I sense that we evolve spiritually the more we identify with the oneness as a living being expressing many viewpoints through humans, and other living things too. Those who are masters seem to also be servants as they are coordinated with there higher selves and this oneness that directs them and tells them what to do, yet the oneness is them so it isn't like an outside force directing. It is you directing you. Life works better when we listen to our higher selves because it is more in communication with source. Identifying with our human body, who is more in touch with the ego personality than the higher self, and thus gets steered in a way that is out of sync with the oneness. Surrender to the oneness and there is less suffering, or so it seems.

My view has shifted in this Third Day of the Ninth Wave of the Mayan Calendar on the idea of what unity consciousness is, and it seems less and less body oriented, and less me as a separate person. It feels like an entire orchestration of different pieces of itself in concert, this grand synchronicity symphony which is beautiful to behold. It is like a surrendering to this higher self and oneness aspect is going on.
Do you feel it too? I felt a huge connection with the Arcturians and they downloaded their energies in meditation and showed me the bears. I later found out bear is the guardian of the Arcturians. Then I found out that Jose Arguelles pointed to this time as an Arcturian Tunnel, from May 20 to May 28, when this happened. The synchronicities thrill me. Seeing one calendar or the other as right or wrong is no longer needed. Both Calleman and Arguelles can be right, just different perspectives of the same profound universal shifting of energies. A Rumi quote that I love is this: Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I will meet you there.

What has been going on is a healing of the fear places within me. I am choosing more and more to disconnect from the collective fear matrix. It feels so important to steep myself in what is uplifting or neutral. Somewhere I read about watching 3D as if it were theatre. Don't take it too seriously. I am seeing how energy field effect people with their frequency, including mine and being mindful of that, not in a way that tries to 'do' something, but in a way that flows more with the higher frequency of the oneness. I invite the energies coming through to shift me to a higher place.

What will happen this coming Third Night? We have seen more of the dark underside of the systems come to light, with specks of truth revealed. Sometimes it is hard to discern what is and isn't truth, especially in the media, so the thing to do is just clear out the fear within and get happy. Don't connect to the drama whether it is your friend calling, or a press conference on TV.

"Hello, 3D calling." 

 I am finding value in detachment, loving detachment, of choosing what to focus and no longer putting energy into what doesn't excite me or what makes me feel bad. It is like I am living a life with what I am passionate about while everything else fades in the distance and I let go of it. When drama shows up, it feels like a phone call from a world I am leaving, remember but don't belong to anymore. Hello 3D, thanks for checking in and remind me what I am missing. Not.
 
A shedding of an old way of being is happening, maybe like a serpent shedding its skin. I am noticing greater discernment with what I am reading on the Internet. I am narrowing my view to less and suddenly what interested me recently no longer resonates. That is true in my spiritual interests and I have learned not to judge it, just see my interest in different ways of interpreting the universe as stepping stones to my current way. Of course, I may be throwing off the leaves of this moment soon when I outgrow them, and it is all good.

I am learning to be a peace with life and be more tolerant of others and what they are doing and being. It is a feeling of loving everyone and everything where it is without a need to fix or change anything. I am being okay with all the different ways of experiencing this time too. The diversity makes it interesting, and all those different ways of expressing are choosing roles they may have laid out for themselves ahead of time. I choose my way to be. I let others choose their way without judgement including being asleep right now. Or the guy that went to the Jefferson Monument to dance and get arrested. I don't want to do that, but he does, and I love him and everyone else who did for doing it, and assisting the shift. The systems that are not of the light cannot continue to exist and I am heartened by every shred of evidence that comes to me that they are dissolving. Everyone is playing their part and doing exactly the perfect thing for them, as an aspect for the oneness interacting with itself. I am seeing how there is less right and wrong, more this perspective and that perspective, with a blending and acceptance of different points of view. I am drawn to discussions that are like that and bowing silently and saying thank you and goodbye to discussions that start in the frequency of right versus wrong. It is very refreshing. The whole thing playing out is more and more play and a game. I can see that we are players. Be unifying with the oneness and each other, it takes the fear and drama energy away and inserts unity and love in those spaces.

May your you be finding empty spaces within to fill with light. May you be moving toward more joy, more synchronicity, and more knowing. May you be discovering you divine mission each day. May you invite the wave in and ride it with finesse and balance as we are brought to the shore of a new world unfolding. What a thrill it is to be here!

Thank you for allowing me to share beloveds!
~Luminance River