Let the Darkness be my light for this is where I dream of my future delite and the self sees in those visions truth which are blinded by the noise of the day and the need to be alert with all the movement. In the dark chaos rest and allows my mind to clear thus reflect on all I am intuned, within self. Come day I am on auto-pilot doing the bodies work giving little to my true self. But in the night there is peace and thoughts are not encumbered by meaningless distractions.

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"Choosing your path"

Within there are 2 reflections of oneself.

 The journey has been difficult as I was told it would be.

 I asked why and my answer was "You chose to come back and you understood that the lessons would be very hard on you". I understood this but still often ask, "Have I witnessed enough pain yet? Has it not taught me enough to move on to the next exsistance?" The answer was, "No, you will know much more sorrow, much more pain, you will feel alienated with no solace until your natural life ends. This is who you are, what you are becomming. There will be opportunities throughout your life to exscape the pain and suffering but you will not choose to deviate from your devine path of learning and because you are an empath you will understand pain in ways many will never know. That is why you will remain and see how fragile the world is. Your understanding will come and go but you will forever remember in your tears there lives compassion. For it is in your tears life was created. Your eyes reflect the world. When you are ready; we will bring you home, rest assured, we will never abandon you. We are always with you, this you will always know even in those moments you pray for death. You know, we will not forsake you. We will continue to assure you thoughout this life. You will recognize us; as we will appear to you before you loose faith in why you came back."

Many times I have been reminded.

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