THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Masters Series

SHOUD 6: "Experiencing the I Am" – Featuring ADAMUS, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe

Presented to the Crimson Circle
February 6, 2010
www.crimsoncircle.com


I am that I am Adamus of Sovereign Domain, with you every step of the way.

(Adamus takes a deep breath) So we take a few minutes here and just feel your energy, let you feel mine. And, have I told you lately … (audience laughter as Adamus refers to the song that was just played) that I love you, David?

So, we start out with some beautiful music on this day – with you every step of the way. We should create a song together (addressing Ralph, the musician) – “Every Step of the Way.” Yes? Agreed?

RALPH: Let’s do it.

ADAMUS: Okay, go. (laughter; Ralph gestures to the keyboard) Yes, indeed! (laughter and applause as Adamus hums)

RALPH: [Ralph begins playing and singing] Every step of the way I’m with you; (Adamus clears his throat to interrupt.) Every step of the way …

ADAMUS: I was going to sing. (lots of laughter)

You may have been with The Lettermen; I’ve been with the Great White Brotherhood. Top that! (more laughter)

RALPH: Can you can hum a few bars?

ADAMUS: I’ve been to a few bars, but I never hum! And Ralph, where’s your rim shot? Ba-doom!

No, indeed. Do continue “Every Step of the Way.”

RALPH: I already did!

ADAMUS: No, no, no, no. Please, please, a little accompaniment?

RALPH: Okay…

LINDA: Sorry, Ralph. (Ralph starts playing)

ADAMUS: Now, mmm … time out. I did overhear you talking to Cauldre before we started, and you did say, “I hope Adamus doesn’t have anything up his sleeve today.” (much laughter) Nothing up my sleeve, but …

RALPH: Oh no …

ADAMUS: Oh dear Ralph, you asked for it. So … (Adamus begins singing)

Every step of the way, every time of the day … Oh Cauldre, you can do … (He starts singing louder)

Every step of the way! (lot of applause and cheering)
Every time of the day
I’m in love with me. (laughter and applause)

RALPH: (singing) He’s in love with him. (much laughter from Adamus and audience) Every step of the way …

LINDA: Now I know why, seriously, before Geoff came out he was quite rattled, and he didn’t really know why. And this past two minutes has me completely clear why he was so rattled! (more laughter)

ADAMUS: (laughing) Oh, I have to get back into Cauldre. He is a little bit shocked by all of this. So I’ll have a drink of water, a little breathing here. Actually, we should collaborate. It would be wonderful. (Adamus starts humming the song.)

Ah, so, dear Shaumbra, here we are, indeed with you every step of the way. And I probably have told you along those steps that I do indeed love you. We have our times with each other. A little … oh, a little challenge between each other. And I know right now it’s the most interesting time of your life ever. It doesn’t mean good, doesn’t mean bad; it’s just the most interesting time of your life ever.

Because right now you’ve gotten through the bulk of your processing. All of these old wounds and issues – Tobias, ten years processing – we can pretty much let that go. There’s still residual energy. There are still some wounds that hurt, and there are still issues you have with yourself, things that come up, but we’ve pretty much gotten by that.

Sometimes that seduction draws you back to some of the old issues. It’s seductive. It’s sometimes fun to go back into the victim energy, sometimes really fun to go back into that energy of “I just don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing right now. I have no clue, Adamus.” That’s what I hear from you so often. “I don’t know how to handle things.” Really. I mean, really. Do you not? Or is it just that part that’s drawing you back, because sometimes it’s actually easier than taking responsibility. Sometimes easier than accepting who you are. Part of you wants – truly wants – that enlightenment. Part of you truly wants to experience the I Am. But … but you must not really want it enough, otherwise you would have it. True? True.

Sometimes, dear Shaumbra… oh, please don’t take this with any offense, but sometimes you’re like spiritual alcoholics. Sometimes you just have to keep going back for one more drink, and you know what it’s going to do to you. You go back for that one more drink of some of the old spiritual cop-outs that you had, the seeking and the searching. And you know you’re really beyond all that now, but there’s just part of you that says “Just one more drink … one more drink of that Old Energy, that ‘I’m wounded; I’m just human; I really don’t know the answer and I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do right now so I have to rely on gurus and old, old books and classes’ – and everything but experiencing the I Am.” Everything but.

But yet there’s that part of you that knows it is really time right now. It’s really truly time. And that’s why we’re sitting here like this.

I actually don’t have much to say today (laughter), but I will.

LINDA: Okay.

ADAMUS: But I will. (laughter)

LINDA: Could you mind complimenting Geoffrey on his …

ADAMUS (cutting her off): In a moment. (laughter) But I’ll tell you what I’m going to say, and then I’ll talk for a while and we’ll have fun together, and then I’ll tell you again what I said, what this is all about right now in this moment. This session we’re having together in this month of love, this space that we’ve created together, is to allow yourself to experience the I Am in a passionate New Energy way.


Experience

I can do drawings. We can have long talks and lectures and discussions, but what this session is about is now giving yourself the experience of the passionate I Am in a New Energy way. And that will happen, perhaps for some of you today, perhaps in this month to come, but it will happen.

Right now – with the guidance of Kuthumi and so many who are in the Crimson Council and you and all of you watching in online – we are creating the experience of the I Am.

Sometimes I don’t even like to have to use words to say you’re going to have an experience, of what? New Energy, I Am, self-awareness, love of self – I don’t even like to use the word at times, but you will have that experience. That’s why we’ve gathered together here.

So I’ll talk for a while. Above and below of the discussion will be the energies that flow in to enable that experience or experiences, now or in the days to come. And the experience will be profound and personal and very New Energy. And that will give you a taste of what you have sought for so long. That will give you a clue of what we’re doing here. That will give you that little essence, that basis for all of what we’re going to do from here on.

We’ve been talking with you the last few months about New Energy. I’ve been giving some principles on this board about what energy is, and now we’re actually going to go into the experience of it. And things can get a little bit, what you would call, crazy. Things in your life are going to take turns and twists. (sound of grumbling in the audience)

Ah, you see, right away it’s, “Oh no! No! More turns and twists.” But what if … what if those turns and twists were unlike anything you’ve gone through before? What if they weren’t traumatic? (audience responds with cheering and applause) What if they didn’t involve collisions with other people in your life, and lessons about abundance and testing you about your own self worth, and challenge? What if what you’re going to experience didn’t necessarily have to have those attributes?

You see when I say “change” and when I say “adjustments in your life,” what do you want to do? Go back to comfort, which is also Old Energy, which is also what you’ve been trying to get out of. You’ve been trying so hard to get out of that. Perhaps it’s because you’ve lived with the illusion that the changes that you’ve had in your life up to now are negative, bad, challenging or, what would you say, “They suck.” (laughter) But, you know, it’s just energy, as we teach in some of the classes now. It’s just energy. It was how you were interpreting it. You can take anything – what you would call bad or negative forces – and transmute it to pure energy to serve you. It no longer has to be bad, no longer has to be challenging, definitely doesn’t have to be a lesson.

So, you’re going to go through experience. It will change things in your life – for some of you very, very profoundly, very profoundly – and it doesn’t have to hurt. It doesn’t have to grind away at your humanness. It doesn’t have to be emotionally painful.

So, if you’re ready, we’re going to go there. We’re going to go there. You nod your heads, you say “Yes”… you noticed how I haven’t been taking questions either, on purpose (chuckling), because so often you have those answers within you and questions and answers would get dreary. We’ll come back to it sooner or later, but there was almost a tendency to dwell on what was wrong instead of taking a look at what’s truly going right. So all a ways of saying is we’re ready for the experience of New Energy now.

Take a deep breath and let’s start going there. And it’s nothing like what you would think.

So yes, and indeed, Linda of Esa, in answer to your comment, what a good looking group here today. Kuthumi would be – is – so proud of all of you, looking very, very good.


A Special Shaumbra

And I’m going to ask you to do us a favor here, Kay (addressing a woman in the audience). Would you come with me please? Do take all of your accessories here (Adamus is picking up her things), and I’m going to take one of your waters for her – I’m going to take both of them for her – and if you would, please, come. (Adamus leads Kay to the front row where there are two open seats)

There you go. You get to choose Ralph or David. (She sits down by David) David. Okay. Here you go. Bear with me for a moment…

So, we’re going to have Hildegard join us in the seat. (Adamus places a picture of Hildegard in the chair vacated by Kay. It was the chair where Hildegard usually sat for each Shoud, but she transitioned about 14 hours earlier after a brief illness)

LINDA: Oh, thank you so much. (audience applause)

ADAMUS: And she very intentionally chose just before our gathering to cross over. She wanted to be here and she wouldn’t have been able to be here in physical body. She wanted to be here so she allowed herself to cross over, allowed her energy to be with us today. And thank you, Kay.

You know, it’s an amazing thing when a Shaumbra crosses over now, comes to the other side. You’ll notice this in the beautiful example of Hildegard. She didn’t delay. She didn’t hold back. She didn’t have a long and dreary illness. It happened quickly. She was so comfortable – still is comfortable – with herself that she could just let go. She didn’t have to fight the death process. She didn’t even have to wonder about how to resolve all the details in her life, because she knows that they’re going to resolve themselves. They always do. Wouldn’t it be amazing to be in the physical body and know that and trust it?

So Hildegard crossed over very easily. And the message that she has asked me to share with each of you is that the death is a beautiful process. You so fear death, because it’s letting go of who you thought you were, releasing the identity, but in a way you really don’t. The transition over to the other side can be, as Hildegard knows, absolutely beautiful. It doesn’t have to be sad. It doesn’t have to be frightful. It doesn’t have to be painful. She actually did exactly what we talk about in DreamWalker Death – making the choice, releasing and letting go.

And Hildegard, sitting right here with us today energetically, still very much connected to the physical body and the human ways because it’s only been a matter of hours since she left, found that the death process is actually very beautiful, an amazing transformation, amazing alchemy of energy. And as I said a number of times before, birth is much more difficult. That’s why babies cry. Birth means forgetting, in so many cases – forgetting why you’ve come here. Birth means a long life ahead. Birth means having to repeat a lot of the things that you went through before. Birth means having to put up with the biological family that you chose in haste, so often. (laughter) Birth means having to catch up where society is. So death actually is much easier. Death actually is much easier, and when you realize that, the rest of your life can be so much more dynamic.

Do you realize how much time humans spend worrying about and avoiding death? It’s going to happen, one way or the other. The amount of energy that is consumed and the number of decisions that you make because of the fear of death – when in reality, death is a beautiful process.

The understanding of death will help you to live so much better on Earth while you’re still here, while you’re choosing to be here. The understanding of death will release some of these fears and allow you to live, allow you to create your reality.

So Hildegard comes in today to let everyone know that it was a beautiful transition. Instantly upon leaving the physical body she found herself on the other side, as she knew it would be, beautiful, joyful, met by Tobias, Kuthumi, myself. No remorse, no unwanted needs or desires, because when she left, she released it all.

So now, interesting, Hildegard and some other Shaumbra who are in their transition right now are here to work with you. Many of you knew her. Many of you here personally knew her, and she’s here to work with you – not as a guide, not as a guru, but here to work with you like the rest of us – every step of the way.

It’s an amazing time for you and for us, because right now is the first realization of New Energy on Earth. Right here. I’ll get into that in a moment, but a few comments as we continue.


Be Aware

So, I asked you to get dressed up. I asked you to make sure it didn’t look like you were going to the Farmer’s Market or the flea market on a Sunday, and you did quite well. I appreciate it. So why would I ask you to do that?

And by the way, just a quick comment for all of you. Now, you got dressed up but now, instead of looking like you’re going to a flea market on Sunday, it looks like you’re going to go to church. (laughter and Adamus chuckles) And, dear Shaumbra, I love it, and I’ll explain in a moment the purpose of this experience, but one of the things I’m encouraging you to do is to be aware.

You see, so often, whether you’re eating something and you just … you unconsciously eat it. You just sit down and scoop the food in. We’re going to change that now. It’s going to be about being consciously aware.

I asked you to get dressed up for today, to be consciously aware. So often you put on the uniform – what everybody else wears. You put it on, you’re not even aware, other than perhaps on a good day, whether it’s your fat clothes or your skinny clothes. (some laughter) But being aware of your body even through the way you dress is going to be important.

Awareness. Do you realize how many thoughts and actions and choices you make in a day where you’re really not aware, you’re basically unconscious – not you, Tom (Tom says “Thank you”) but I needed to rest on somebody (Adamus is leaning on Tom) – where you’re not really aware of what you’re eating, of what you’re saying, of what you’re thinking of how you’re reacting? In order to really begin these experiences of New Energy, it’s going to be about being aware. So I’m going to be nagging you about that, and so is Hildegard, and so is Kuthumi, to be aware.

What are you eating? It’s not about the eating being good or bad. Are you aware that you’re eating? Sometimes you’re not! Sometimes at your prescribed time you sit down, you eat. This is going to be very difficult for New Energy to integrate into your body this way.

Be aware of how you dress, how you look, how you love yourself, how you take care of yourself. Be aware of your breathing. Sorry to say, but a lot of you are now breathing unaware. Aandrah, correct?

AANDRAH: Yes.

ADAMUS: Yes. Yes. You’ve been doing the breathing, but you’ve turned it into the new meditation. You don’t even know you’re doing it anymore. Somebody told you to do it so you’re now just breathing, saying, “Okay, I’ve got to breathe for another ten minutes.” If you take one breath – one breath – and if it’s filled with awareness (Adamus takes a long, deep breath), that’s all you need. All you need. You could breathe for an hour unaware, going through the motions and the actions, and it doesn’t do that much good.

Be aware of things, how you are communicating to others. You notice, sometimes your mouth gets to going … there’s a funny connection between your brain, your mind and your mouth, and it just goes. Stop for a moment. How are you communicating with others? It should be from the heart first. It should be from your essence first, and then the words just flow to match it. But, you know, so often it’s from here in the head, up out the mouth and there it is.

Be aware of how you drive a car. Now, I’m not saying think about everything. There’s a difference between thinking and being aware – subtle difference, but there is a difference. I’m not saying to judge or to criticize yourself – not at all – but to be aware.

How are you listening to me right now? You say, “Well, I don’t know, the way I always do. Sitting here listening.” Ah, be aware for a moment. Where are you listening from? How are you listening to it? Are you listening just on that one little level, just so it gets into your ears, hoping that something settles in, hoping that you get something out of this? Or are you listening with your heart, with your whole being, with passion?

Start being aware. That’s why I asked you to dress up.

Now, dress up – I didn’t say to wear a tie or a jacket, but I guess that was Cauldre’s understanding of dressing up. By the way, I’d like you to dress up from now on, one way or the other – if you choose. Of course, this is Shaumbra; you’re going to break the rules anyway. (laughter) Dress up. So some of you dress up like you’re going to church, which you’re definitely not.

Dress up. What does that mean? Oh, you dress up at Halloween. You put on costumes.

LINDA: Be careful what you ask for. (laughter)

ADAMUS: How about dressing up in some of the clothes from other eras. Yeah!

LINDA: Be careful.

ADAMUS: Dressing up as a future being. Dressing up as a streetwalker. (audience groans) And for the ladies – that was for the men (much laughter) ¬– for the ladies, anything you want. But you know, we’ve talked about it before, the getting out of the old ruts. Getting out of the old ruts and acting a little bit. Acting. I act when I’m with you. Good god, do you think this is really me? (Adamus laughs)

SHAUMBRA: Yes.

ADAMUS: Yes, yes, it is partly. But I allow myself to be flexible in my roles. When I address Shaumbra it’s very different than when I address others. When I address you personally it’s different than it is right now, you know. So by dressing up once in awhile, getting out of the old uniforms, the old roles, it’s going to send an incredible message to the rest of you. You can be anything you want. Anything you want. Have fun with it.

LINDA: Really?

ADAMUS: Absolutely. Absolutely, and it’s going to feel perhaps a little awkward at first, because you think there are certain ways you should dress. You say, “I’m going to go to Crimson Circle today, I’ll wear jeans and a sweatshirt. That’s the way I should dress.” Dress anyway you want.

LINDA: Really.

ADAMUS: Act out. Absolutely.

EDITH (from the audience): Can you be naked?

ADAMUS: Uh, I can be naked. I don’t know if Cauldre wants to be, but … (Adamus chuckles) And, dear Edith, we would be delighted if you dressed up – not down, but dressed up.

So, dear Shaumbra, where are we going with this? As I said, we’re just marking time here. So bring in this energy of experience.

LINDA: John, is this being recorded?

ADAMUS: So awareness. Awareness about… how do you love yourself? Well, you probably really don’t. You kind of take care of yourself. Kind of a caretaker, but how do you love yourself? Be aware. What do you do for you? What do you do to nurture and to love yourself?

Do you ever get up in this morning go to the mirror and say, “I love you, unconditionally”? No. You would feel … well, yes, you. But most of you are going to feel a little strange doing that. Glad you came back (to Deb). Most of you are going to feel a little strange doing that. You’ve been told it’s narcissistic. Well now that’s strange, not being able to look in the mirror and say “I love you, unconditionally.”

Start becoming aware of the world around you. You’ve avoided it up till now, probably for the best. You needed to go through this releasing of a lot of stuff, but you’ve shut out the world. You’re going to be … well, you actually are starting to be and will continue to be a very important part of the world and what goes on in it.

Start being aware of not just reading the drama headlines, but really what’s going on. What’s going on in Haiti? You say devastation, but what’s really going on?

SHAUMBRA: Energy shifts.

ADAMUS: Energy shifts, absolutely, and Old Energy that’s long been buried coming back up, and it’s going to be taking place all around the world.

In Haiti right now – it’s caused a lot of the world’s attention to focus there. It had a lot of Old Energy – dark energy – issues, and it’s coming to the surface. It’s caught the world’s attention. It’s caught the consciousness of humanity in a very beautiful way. But really allow your consciousness to go in and be aware of what else is going on.

Release of Old Energy, yes. The changing weather patterns that Tobias talked about last year, they’re happening. The weather patterns started their true changes last year, a change in everything from the magnetic grids, both physical and nonphysical magnetic grids; shifting of the gravitational effects; shifting of the poles, and now you’re seeing the manifestation of really interesting weather, and it will continue. It doesn’t mean “bad,” it doesn’t mean that things have to be devastated.

The weather in Washington this weekend perhaps could be a record setting snow. What a beautiful thing on Washington. Why? Because it stops everything for a moment. It stops it. It closes everything down, and if there’s any place in the world that needs to stop, it’s Washington. (audience cheering applause) And that is not a political statement; it is an energetic statement.

What happens is humans get into a cycle, a frenzy. You know this from your personal life. You can’t stop. You don’t know how to stop. How many times, just in the last couple of years, did you invite in an event into your life that just stopped you – a car accident, an illness, some trauma, losing your job – because you didn’t know how to stop? You were caught in a pattern. You tried to stop, but it just wasn’t. So sometimes you call in an external event. Sometimes a world or a country will call in an event like a snowstorm. Everything stops.

A snowstorm is beautiful, so pure. It just puts a blanket on everything for a moment. It causes people to slow down, to reflect, to get out of the frenzy. There’s actually some very interesting energy things happening in the whole east coast right now.

See how that area is inviting in a change, but it doesn’t have to be an earthquake or a hurricane. The change can come in beautiful ways, and it can come that way in your life too. You can have a little bit of a snowstorm or you can have an earthquake. It’s really up to you.

Be aware right now of what’s happening in the world. Now, I’m not talking about getting into the politics of the headlines and the debates, but the changes and the shifts. The reason why is because you are literally helping to bring in the very first of the New Energy attributes. You are helping to create shifts in consciousness, which put new potential out for everyone. So it’s time to start being aware of what’s happening in the world right now.

Technology is an area that some of you feel uncomfortable with. You don’t have to know the science or the computer programming or the mathematics of technology, but understand for a moment the energy.


Consciousness Shifts

There were several major shifts in consciousness, one immediately after World War II – a big shift of consciousness – followed by changes in technology. There was another shift in the early 60’s – huge shift in consciousness – that opened the door once again for technological advancement.

Look what happened in the late 60’s and the early 70’s in terms of the explosion of new technologies. Sometimes it took a while to get to you, but consciousness comes first and then things like technology and science and business and government come next.

There’s been other lesser changes, shifts in consciousness over the years, a little here, a little there. There was a big shift in 2001, as you know. It didn’t do so much at that point to affect technology as it did to affect values and morals, and I’m going to go so far as to say the shift of consciousness in 2001 is leading now to the practical shift in finances and in government, to a degree in religion. So the event, the shift in consciousness back there, is now manifesting, and you’ve seen it in things like the financial markets in the world, and you’re going to be seeing more of it in government changes in the world.

There was another shift in 2007. It went unnoticed by most people in the world, but it happened and it was quite large. And it didn’t have to come as a storm. It came as a welcome invitation. It was called the Quantum Leap, and most of you participated in that. That opened the door for amazing new technologies to come in. A lot of them are still on the desktop, so to speak. Still haven’t been implemented.

But the changes of consciousness that occurred in 2007 are going to lead ultimately to New Energy solutions, incredible medical solutions, if we can get by some of the religious moralistic issues – I’m speaking of things like stem cell – incredible openings in particularly in one of the biggest issues confronting humans right now, which is fuel, energy. Isn’t it amazing that you’re energy workers who are bringing in New Energy and the world is confronted with a huge energy crisis? Huge. It’s not talked about so much. I’m not saying there’s a conspiracy, but humans just don’t want to address the fact that the world is consuming more and more fuel and using up a lot of the resources.

Now, yes, there’s still a lot down there. But your awareness will tell you, “Well, even if there was another 10,000 years worth of fossil fuel, oil fuel, aren’t we also just polluting our environment? Aren’t we damaging this gift called Earth that Gaia is handing over to us?” So even if there were a lot more resources, common sense says, “But if we continue to use at the rate we are, we’re just going to keep causing ourselves problems with the weather, with the environment.”

So there are some brilliant fuel breakthroughs, technological breakthroughs, right around the corner – this year, next year – brilliant things like … and not, dear friends, not solar and wind. Those are, in my opinion, distractions. Distractions. Very, very crude.

There is pure energy, amazing energy that’s very available. Cold fusion. There was an attempt, there was a laboratory experiment of cold fusion. It was very successful, but they couldn’t duplicate it. Hmmmm. Hmmmm!

Now, there are those who are saying, “Well then, therefore, it never really happened and it was all a publicity stunt.” Absolutely not. The experiment in cold fusion that came out a number of years ago actually worked. It produced energy without any real negative byproducts, unlike nuclear. Without any negative byproducts.

It couldn’t be duplicated. It couldn’t be repeated because …? – now you know the answer to this.

SHAUMBRA: It’s New Energy.

ADAMUS: It’s New Energy! (Adamus gives that Shaumbra a kiss; audience laughter) Yes.

They actually – they don’t know it, so pass the word on to them – but the researchers actually were able to bring in like an advance strand of New Energy. In other words, it wasn’t quite, but it was like a shadow of New Energy. Actually, they tapped into it across time and space, and they created cold fusion. That’s one of many, many New Energy sources coming your way.

Be aware of technology. There are – the reason I’m making a point of this – there are technological, medical solutions that are right on the brink of coming out. They’re working on them in the laboratory, but they’re missing a little component. They’re on the right track, but not quite there. They’re not going to get that missing component or that other little frustrating element until consciousness expands a little bit more. Technology, science, always follow consciousness.

So what happens, dear Shaumbra, as you’re sitting here, as we’re working together now in your personal reality in New Energy in expanding your consciousness? Well that sets out the potential to everyone else, to the ones working on solving some of these problems – issues of disease, issues of fuel energy, issues of the global environmental issue. I’m not saying it’s warming or cooling, but there are new solutions needed. The work that you’re doing with yourself, with this group of Shaumbra, is having an impact, making a difference. And that’s why I’m delighted to be working with you like this.


Be Aware

So, be aware right now of what’s happening in the global financial situation. Don’t panic about it. Don’t get into conspiracy about it. Don’t start squirreling away money. Don’t build underground shelters – I don’t care what Ramtha tells you. (laughter) He tells you for a very different reason, dear Shaumbra, which Cauldre is asking me not to get into. So I won’t.

So the global economic situation right now is very interesting. It’s a rebalancing or redistribution of wealth. But it still has a very Old Energy attribute to it – “there’s only so much.” It’s a great illusion to buy into. It’s a great illusion to be sold – “there’s only so much out here.” There’s not. There is all of the abundance in the world, but if everybody felt that way, well, then there couldn’t be any control. So be aware of the redistribution.

Don’t get into worrying about the market completely crashing. That’s drama. That’s fear. Don’t go running out and buying a bunch of gold, because you’re going to see the gold market is over manipulated right now and it can be very enticing to buy gold.

SHAUMBRA: Don’t look at me.

ADAMUS: No, you’re selling gold.

SHAUMBRA: I’m selling it! (laughter)

ADAMUS: It can be very enticing to want to put gold in the mattress or convert your assets to gold. No, it’s being … it’s manipulated. It’s a great source of manipulation.

Be aware of what is happening with religions. You’re seeing right now this incredible, what they call, a controversy or the challenges between the Christian and the Muslim worlds. Be aware that it’s there and start understanding why it’s there, what’s really happening. What is really happening? I’m not going to get into that right now, but we will come back to it later.

And be aware of where your choices are coming from. Be aware of where your choices are coming from. Most choices come from emotion. Now, you’d like to think that your choices are intellectual. They’re not. They’re justified on an intellectual basis, but they’re emotional. I’d go so far as to say 99.9 percent of every choice you make is emotional. Even when you going to buy a car and you say, “But I’m buying it because it is fuel efficient. I’m getting a good deal on it.” You buy the car because it’s fast. But, no, no, no, no, no. You are justifying it. You are justifying it from an emotional level. You fell in love with it. You like it for some reason.

When you’re trying to choose even what you like to eat, it’s based on emotion, you justify it with logic. Start really being aware of your choices.

Before you make a choice, stop for a moment. Get out of your mind, stop for a moment. Where’s that coming from? Choices are made out of fear, choices are made out of seduction, and choices are made, sometimes, from a place of joy, true joy. They’re not really made from up here, no matter what you think. They’re made from those factors.

I would say about half of them are made out of fear. In other words, you’re making a choice in your life because you are afraid of something else. You’re moving away from something, choosing something else so you don’t have to face the fear. That’s not a very good way to live.

A lot of your choices are made out of seduction. You’re seduced into things like being a victim. Actually, seduced into having a good day but feeling that you’re not worthy of it and creating a bad day. You’re seduced into other people’s drama very, very easily. You get into that very easily. You’re seduced into things like your own aspects, parts of you that are manipulating you. It’s those voices that you hear, those sometimes strange urges, and these are coming in and really helping you to make choices, or influencing your choices.

Some of the choices actually are based out of joy or happiness, but not enough. So start taking a look at and feeling where your choices are coming from.

Choices should be coming from a place of sovereignty, a place of awareness, and because you want it. You choose it. So as we get into bringing in this New Energy experience into your life, awareness is going to be a key factor. Awareness. I may just drive you nuts with asking you to be aware.

You are a consciousness being, and a consciousness being is supposed to be awareness, but that awareness and the consciousness has been boxed up and shut down and closed off. I’m going to bring that back out now, to be in awareness.


What Do You Want?

So last month when we gathered I asked you, what do you want? What do you want? Let’s continue with that right now.

So, David, what do you want?

DAVID: To deeply feel and experience my true self.

ADAMUS: Okay. I’m not going to make comments, one way or the other. Yes. And, Edith, what is it that you want?

EDITH: I want to know how to exactly create what I want.

ADAMUS: Wonderful. Thank you. Move over to Pete.

PETE: Every person that meets me would feel cherished and accepted.

ADAMUS: Cherished and accepted. Wonderful.

PETE: And the ones who don’t feel that, I wish them well.

ADAMUS (chuckling): And over to Laura.

LAURA: I want to play. I want to play all the time.

ADAMUS: Good. And to Jane.

JANE: I want to be in my passion and do what I came here to do.

ADAMUS: Excellent, thank you. Leslie.

LESLIE: Fun.

ADAMUS: Fun?

LESLIE: I just want to have fun for the rest of this.

ADAMUS: Wonderful. Mary?

MARY: I want to open my creativity more than it is now. Suzy?

LINDA: Suzy Schemel!?

SUZY: I would like to gather new experiences – continue to.

ADAMUS: Excellent.

SUZY: Thank you.

ADAMUS: And then to Dave, of course.

LINDA: Dave Schemel.

DAVE: To experience and expand without judgment.

ADAMUS: Excellent. Katherine?

KATHERINE: I want to be who I am in joy and create and love and dance and be.

ADAMUS: Excellent. Alane?

ALANE: I want to experience all kinds of fun things and travel and experience it with lots of different types of people too.

ADAMUS: Holly?

HOLLY: I think I want to, more than anything, experience the oneness of the oneness.

ADAMUS: Kathleen, I asked you last month and you said, “The joyful expression of life. Expanding and expressing,” basically.

KATHLEEN: Yes.

ADAMUS: Indeed. And I was so impressed I said, “WTF.”

KATHLEEN: What’s that for.

ADAMUS: Where does that come from? (laughter)

KATHLEEN: Where does that come from?

ADAMUS: Yes. Where’s that from, because it was so close. You’re getting there, so close. And what do you choose this month?

KATHLEEN: The same thing.

ADAMUS: The same thing, excellent.

KATHLEEN: I just want to enjoy whatever I am, wherever I am.

ADAMUS: Excellent. Okay. Great, thank you.

KATHLEEN: You’re welcome.

Continue to part 2